Recently I had this feeling of frustration surrounding the subject of friendships. For me, it often seems like people talk to me for while, then we get together, chat and have fun. Then after we hang out a few times they seem to drift away from me and I rarely see them again. This left me with the desire to have a circle of friends. I wanted to have a group of close friends which have the same interests as me – spiritual exploration & growth, music and inspiring others to be the amazing person they truly are but have often suppressed.
Yesterday morning I was watching something about Indigos and I took in some information. And just now, after a meditation session, I had a realisation…
Indigos & Their Intention
For those of you who don’t know what an Indigo child/person is, they are people who have come into this life with the intention of reuniting people with their true essence and the truth of their being. Indigos are incredibly talented children and, when they are raised in a way that complements their skills, these talents remain present into their adult life.
The first wave of indigo children came in about the late 70s, though there have been indigos since before then. I have heard Jesus was Indigo, not a surprise really when you look at the criteria! This was a light sprinkling of indigo in a period of otherwise regular – if anything really is – children being born. When the 90s started, the second wave of Indigos came in and since then Indigos have been born at an exponential rate, to the point that now pretty much every kid that’s being given birth is either an Indigo, Crystal or Rainbow child. The titles of Indigo, Crystal and Rainbow pertain to the colours of the aura. Indigos have an indigo coloured aura. If you want to know more about Indigos and how to identify them check out the following link. (http://www.2012-spiritual-growth-prophecies.com/indigo-child.html)
I’ve always known that I am Indigo. I’ll include a Kirlian photograph of me which shows my aura’s resting colour. My Dad identified my Indigo nature at an early age and parented me accordingly. My Mum, being Pleiadian as she is and having cultivated essentially a spiritual growth and balance sanctuary where ever she is – the sanctuary, consisting of herself and two of my sisters, who are Pleiadian too – she was naturally able to parent me in a way which complemented my Indigo nature.
The environment at my Mum’s home is actually very good for balance, harmony and expansion simultaneously. There’s a balance of both Pleiadian and Sirian starseeds there. My mum and the younger of my two sisters are Pleiadian and the older of those three sisters, my step-dad and my little brother are all Sirian. This is a great environment for growth, contrast, expansion and harmony at different times. So, with my Dad being aware of my Indigo nature, and my Mum naturally, but unknowingly, cultivating a spiritual growth and balance sanctuary I grew up to be quite a balanced and centred person once the dust settled and I worked with the limiting beliefs provided to me by the more negative experiences.
I’ve been to, and learned from, pretty much every planet in other dimensions that you could name also. Sirius, The Pleiades Cluster, Arcturus, the list goes on. And based on the 13 moon calendar and the associated astrology I am a Red Electric Skywalker. (There’s a short description and a link to the long version on the left, if you are interested in knowing more about me, or yourself – if you, too, were born on 15th July 1993)
When I put all of this together with the intention I have to experience freedom in this life I had a very clear picture of why I have the effect on people that I do. My natural gift is to create a desire for union, or reunification, with Source – not in death, but in the cultivation of a fully loved life. Through the selection of personally resonant spiritual principles – principles which appeal to and suit each person – we are returning to a state of being in which we are the student and the master. Often, my presence is the instigator of movement into this state.
It is because of this that as little as one, short encounter with my energy can cause a deep stirring in someone. In this sense I am a catalyst of sorts. Often I don’t have to say much and change will occur. The clarity came, for me, when I looked at why people don’t stay around me for long… Either I stir something in them which they didn’t want to look at, or I provide them with enough for them to work with that they don’t need my presence any longer.
However, having said all of this, there are some people who remain close to me and have done for a while now, and there are some who are just getting to know me. Some people stay around me because they are yet to learn what they need to learn from me, some remain because they like regular reminders of their nature or regular insight from me and some stick around because they enjoy my company. Sometimes it’s all of these reasons combined! Regardless of the reason I love it when people stay around and want to develop a personal relationship with me.
That said, it’s not just others who stay around, I often seek to maintain some relationships which benefit me also. Whether that’s to further my learning or understanding, to gain insight, to be reminded of myself or purely because I enjoy that person’s company. Or sometimes all of the above! 😉
Now that I understand that the reason that people don’t generally maintain friendships with me for very long is nothing personal. And I understand that it’s just a by-product of my nature/the intention I came into this life with, it’s no longer a painful thought for me. I feel much, much better about this now. Misunderstanding and misinterpreting this has been the source of a lot of feelings of inadequacy for me, as I’m sure you’ve seen in previous blog posts. Now I understand, more so than ever, that the way people react and respond to me is a result of their of beliefs and feelings – in other words, it’s their shit, not mine. Of course, I knew that anyway, but now I understand it.
I am catalytic, so naturally some people are going to feel negatively around me. The natural effect of a catalyst is that we cause what was always going to happen, as a result of someone’s vibration, to become clear to that person and often times, we cause it to transpire then and there.
Catalyst Definition: Catalysis is the increase in the rate of a chemical reaction due to the participation of a substance called a catalyst. Unlike other reagents in the chemical reaction, a catalyst is not consumed.
On A Side Note
The date today is 4/12/2013. 4 is all about the Mystery School. Gotta love the synchronisation!
You’re fantastic and amazing for reading this entire post! I want to thank you for being you! You’re awesome! Keep it up!
We’ll speak soon!
Love to you! & Namaste all the live long day!
Andey Out! xxx